words sent.

doubt runs over me
like rain water
where is my trust?
where is my faith?
did He not lead me to write such words?
did He not will me to speak
of such a gift?

the gift of His Son
tried and true
because of Him I know everlasting life
eternity

why should I not trust?
in the wisdom of His plan?
have I ever known better than He?
The answer
quite simply
is no
and I never will

So in an attempt at faith
I send off the words
so agonizing
in an attempt at trust
I try not to worry
to know His love and will
is above all else
And even if I stumble over this
He is forever there
loving me
Just as a Heavenly Father
should - unconditionally.


- 12.25.99 -

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