writing in my diary right before i go to sleep
trying to collect my thoughts of which are all in disarray
i write down love and hate and everything that's in between
thoughts of incompetence find their way into my routine
secrets
concealed between the pages
are the lens through which i see
everytime that i look back, i wish i acted differently
but when i remember then, there is no other way i see
following you follow me
discovering who we will be
i see in you what you see in me
that makes us only the lonely
i want you to want to know me
i want you to call my name
wish that you would know there's more than meets the eye
there's more to find
i want you to start asking questions
i want you to understand
there's so many people around and once again
i'm getting lonely.


- element 101*